.............wouldn't that be a wonderful story to read?
How about Jared and Jackson's or Joshua and Janae's story written by Grandma Janet?
Sadly, I will never know this story. You will never know this story. I was just visiting Bill and Ria's blog and saw they have Matthew's story (he has T21 too) and it is written by his Grandma. I stopped short of reading it, I am not ready to read a story by Grandma.
My mom, will be 53 years old in just 16 days. I have not celebrated a birthday with her in 16 years (she passed 15 years ago just 4 months shy of her birthday that year). I miss her today. Really, really badly.
Life is not the same without her here. Grandma Janet never knew any of her grandbabies. She never met the little girl who is her name sake, and coincidentally looks and AWFUL lot like her. I HATE that. I don't HATE much (besides Peter Singer) but I HATE that she never experienced the love of her grandbabies. She never got to see me nursing or Geneva nursing and probably rile us because we did not bottle feed or start our little ones on baby food until they were 8 months old. She would have found it funny that I cloth diapered for so long. But most of all she would have LOVED all of her grandbabies with a fierceness that would make them so very loved.
Cancer sucks. I HATE cancer too. I want my mommy. I really, really, really do.
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